finally, finally, finally.
i'm back to blogging.
as usual... so much things happened that i cant mention them all at once.
well, the same topic again.
i just cant understand what you truely want.
friends or guys?
i have told you before frankly about this topic once,
and i think i dont have to hide my intentions or anything.
you know it.
and i even pity you for everything, i tried to reach for you.
but you're back again. i guess i am just too dumb to have believed that you have changed. maybe to you it is ridiculous, you have no wrong. well, maybe thats you then.
it is like when someone tries to pull you up from your fall, you hold the helping hand but from behind you cut that hand with a knife.
forget it.
no point pulling you up,
when you have decided to cut my hand.
