wow.
i was almost out of the team sia. haaaa.
it was because of us going to sentosa with jian kai and gang and we pon trng.
there were me, pearleen, beeleng and andrew.
at first we still thinking wanna go a not... then jian kai and xin yee good lor! keep saying what i am the "KEYMAN" LOL! esp JIAN KAI! zhen shou bu liao ta. i think he got good convincing skills la. i was really reluctant in the beginning, after which he keep following me around and brainwash me HAHAAA. but after that i still agreed la cause i myself wanted to go and play around after exams.
but a lot of things happened la.
vlee made us go back at 3 plus and we sorta had an argument with lingying. heard that when she called jun to tell him that vlee want us out she cried la. i feel so xin tong can!
vlee said that we would not be playing for U16 and west zone. somehow my heart sank. hahaa. although i have always rejected being setter, i guess i realise that i do have a passion for setting. ^^
its true when ppl say that you will only learn to treasure what you have after you have lost something important to you. in a way or another, being a setter has always been what i like unkonwingly? hahaa. i didnt even know that. the next day during trng jun asked us to train the cgirls, and after that we only could watch the bgirls play match and this time i wasnt the setter anymore. it was only then i realised how much i would hope that i could be the one inside setting for them (though i may not set a good one).
today, we returned to what we used to be. they spiking and me setting. the feeling was awesome. trust me, I LOVE IT ^^
a painful lesson indeed.
yet if i were to be given another chance to choose all over again,
i would go again.
X)
